a Lil vent!
So I just seen something that pissed me off, but in a good way. I HATE people who talk so much, but talk so much about nothing, but being an entreprenuer you get use to alot of hot air . It made me upset b/c She's been saying a long time ago (were talking years) that she wanted me to take her graduation pictures. I had not talked to her over VERY STUpid reasons , best for us both, but on MY end there is no beef (I am her child's godmother, Well, I dunno anymore). Seen her last week, everythings fine. So I log onto facebook, and seen her new graduation pictures that are completely airbrushed to the core where it doesn't even look like her, and I know from the pit of my SOUL she did that for an obvious backlash at me b/c maybe she has some underlying thing that against me, but who knows.
So at first I just laughed it off b/c the ish looks very fake and her head looks totally alienation-ish, but then I got angry b/c she has been telling me for so long" Man you are definitely going to do my graduation pics, no matter what." (I am not one to knock off anyone's work, but it is not professional when it's plastic in my opinion)
I am not even tripping off me not doing her pictures, but the simple fact that I KNOW IN MY SOUL she did that on purpose, b/c of whatever it is she has against me. Why are people spiteful? ARE YOU SERIOUS? You act a fool to the ONLY ONE who WANTS to NOT put you down, and talk about you behind your back? I feel angry, but I channel my anger to my photography. I can't wait for a day when I am a super successful fashion photographer, and all these stupidos who slept on me will come running, and GUESS WHAT!! YA PAYING FULL PRICE!!!
I am going to reward everyone who has been loyal in my process of evolving. I am thankful for all who have stuck by me while I am producing better pictures than yesterday.
I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR THE PEOPLE WHO ARE IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!
IT IS A BLESSING TO BE AROUND SUCH GOOD PEOPLE who are in the business of maturing, and getting to where God wants them to be, and NOT being a follower.
BUT I REBUKE YOU, SATAN! YOU CANNOT STEAL MY JOY!!!!:D HA!
I NEVER KNEW, OR COULD UNDERSTAND WHY YOU BROKE THE 15 YEAR CONNECTIONS WITH SOME PEOPLE, BUT TODAY I CAN ACTUALLY SEE CLEAR AS EVER!!
I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL FOR THE NEW RELATIONSHIPS GOD IS PLACING AROUND ME!
THANK YOU LORD FOR PROTECTING ME! NOW I AM CONFIDENT THAT I AM GOING TO HAVE A GREAT FUTURE!
AMEN!
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